Re: Return and Leaving Thread

[Cerani]

I know right?

Agh, I just wish I could relax until then. But really, three months? Okay, that's a challenge. A week or two? Psh. I spent at least that long just trying to beat Kingdom Hearts (combined total time).

[Silver]

Just reread Heart of the World, it'll be the same thing all over again. ;P

[Cerani]

Change of plans, apparently we're leaving today. ^.^ Again, I won't be completely cut off, but I won't be able to post much for a long while.

. . . --suddenly jumps for joy-- Dude we're finally outta here!! 8DDDD

[Silver]

Good to hear, Cera-chan! Stay safe and I hope you have a good move!

[Zerifachias]

Change of plans, apparently we're leaving today. ^.^ Again, I won't be completely cut off, but I won't be able to post much for a long while.

. . . --suddenly jumps for joy-- Dude we're finally outta here!! 8DDDD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Np4-4OcZeEs

[Luminous]

Good for you Cerani!
I did read the topic that you created about the whole situation because I'm nosey so I'm glad that you're finally getting away from all of that rubbish.
=)

[Xenosaga]

Back. I'm not in a good mood at the moment.

Long story short:
- Fifteen hour plane ride while sick
- Win one grand from Mahjong while sick
- Trip
- Found out my graduation diploma was never going to arrive
- Thunderstorm
- Left a dozen messages at school courtesy of cousin who still in NY
- Never received a reply
- Deadline for proof of graduation 8/1
- Spent two weeks trying to figure out what the fuck went wrong
- Thunderstorm
- Deadline arrives and leaves
- Left in despair of not going to college
- Typhoon
- Trip
- Thunderstorm
- Trip
- Lost 500 because not sick
- Trip; Walked up 333 steps; Ran up 333 steps
- Fifteen hour return ride
- Go to college for late registration
- Find out the college pulled records from school and was registered all along
- Never made schedule because thought not registered
- Spent 3 hours making schedule, eSIMs is a dick
- Sees tuition bill at 2.8 grand but remembers doing FAFSA
- Turns out have to renew for 2012-2013
- Have to wait ~3 days

Why have I not had a mental breakdown yet.

[Masquerade]

One, I'm stoked to here from you. *u*

And two, all of that sounds like a momentous pain in the ass. If you haven't broken down by now, you must be exceptionally in control. Try not to lose and hang in there. You'll feel a lot better once all that stuff gets settled and you're able to fall into some sort of routine which gives you a sense of stability.

[Xenosaga]

Needless to say, I am sick and tired of the whole college process. I understand that they leave these things to you but they could have AT THE VERY LEAST informed me of what they had done. I honest to god thought I had to wait until the end of August for the late registration thing and spent nearly the whole summer blaming myself for not getting the diploma myself. But the day I could get the diploma was the day I had to leave for China and after being told by my guidance counselor that it would be mailed to my house, I thought it would be fine. God Damn!

Honestly, I left out saying anything because I didn't want to being my entire emotional self on here because evidence has shown doing so would probably lead me to taking out my anger at the other members of this forum. I didn't want that.

[Kurio]

XENO! YOU'RE BACK! :DDD
*glomp*

...that sounds like it'd suck, I'm hoping I don't have to go through as much trouble when I try to get into college. :<

[Xenosaga]

Nah, you should be fine. Just do everything yourself instead of trusting others (Only trust them sometimes).

[Zerifachias]

Firstly, I'd like to say I'm so happy you're here. <3

Second, college is basically a dick. You have to rub it the right way to make it happy.

Third, this statement:

Nah, you should be fine. Just do everything yourself instead of trusting others (Only trust them sometimes). :)

Is absolutely true. Nothing is going to get done unless you do it yourself. Especially when it comes to things like these.

[Allindur, the Lightfoot]

Welcome back Xeno!

Well, I guess colleges are irritating in any country then, uh? The whole process is equally bitchy here. You do everything yourself, and the little you absolutely need them to do, they screw up.

[Luminous]

I will be away until the 14th.
I MAY be online before then but don't bet on it. =)

[Zerifachias]

Yeah...

Some quick information for you guys.

By the time I wake up tomorrow morning, it is very likely that my grandmother on my mother's side will have died. Hell, it could happen as I'm making this post. Needless to say, I'm going to be gone for a few days when it does happen.

You don't have to worry about me, I'm okay. Death has never really affected me in the first place besides the initial bout of shock that comes with it. After that, I get on with my life. I am not a sentimental person, but please don't take this as a "I don't give two shits about dead people," because that is not true. I love my grandmother, but she is at peace with her death, so I will not mourn her loss.

I do not fear death. I do not fear the death of others. What I fear is the pain, mental or physical, that accompanies it. I'm okay. My family is okay. My mom is okay. My grandfather is okay.

EDIT: One last thing. I don't want pity. So if you're thinking of typing, "I'm sorry for your loss," forget it. That's the one phrase I hate more than any other. I don't need or want your pity.

EDIT 2: No offense.

[Masquerade]

Cool beans. See ya when you get back.

[Allindur, the Lightfoot]

Okie dokie, just give a shout when you get back.


...now where did I get THAT from?

[Zerifachias]

Quick update:

I will be leaving campus tomorrow evening, and going back home with my aunt and uncle in the morning. I'll be back Wednesday night or Thursday morning.

[Silver]

Okay, so I never totally left, but writing anything substantial and new lately has been tough due to all of the literary analysis I've been doing for AP. I hope to get back to posting soon, as I should be finishing up the last of my assignments within the next hours or three. So uh... yeah. Except a massive flux of posts then... hopefully.

[Allindur, the Lightfoot]

Well, this is not really a "leaving" but a brutal reduction in my free time.

Strike is over. College is back starting tomorrow. Since I don't own a laptop, I go back to posting only at night and weekends.(wich is not really a problem, since DW and DN are frozen)

[Masquerade]

DW's not frozen; crazE and Xeno just need to post. But it's all right regardless since not everyone can post every single day anyway. You're fine. :3 I'm up late at nights so I'll be around.

[Omega Soul]

Holy cow, this place is hard to find once I lose the location! >.<

In any case, I'm back and have some artwork to upload so.. Sorry for the absence and hope that things are still going smoothly around here!

[Silver]

Big fucking problem with how this year is going and I blame it all on AP/DC. I no longer have really any free time; I'm spending what little I have to attempt to get ahead in those classes. It's not working very well.

The issue lies mainly with this quarter (where I have most of the classes that require such strict attention), as the most important AP class is in what my teacher likes to call the 'Building Stage.' This is supposed to wear down a bit by December, so hopefully I'll have free time then. But for now I'm afraid I won't be able to do much continuous posting. I apologize if this throws a wrench in anyone's plans to move along with any roleplays, and I further apologize for not mentioning this all sooner. I hope y'all can put up with my rather large inactivity until things shift gears and thank you in advance for understanding.

So. . . yeah. I'll appear online every so often (as I have been doing) but it'll mostly be me checking in to stay updated. I may get a post in every now and again, but don't count on it. If anyone has an issue with any of this please PM me or get someone (probably Masq, as he's the only one I see online anymore) to FB me. I have that open for my discussion groups, but I can hold a quick conversation with whoever if needed.

Thanks again for the understanding.

[Cerani]

Well damn, no wonder things seem to have stopped, most of the bigger posters have stopped. D: I wish I could say I was back right now to help things along, but such is not the case. I do however want to say that my mom has just gotten a job today, so things are really looking up in terms of financial stability. I would say . . . maybe another month for me before I'll be regularly posting again, and that's a tentative deadline, a really big maybe. I just wanted to say I'm doing fine, if really bored, and I hope everyone is well. ^.^

[Masquerade]

It's great to hear from you, and at least things are looking up~ Can't wait for you to come back to us. ; - ;

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